Unmagical Seven. A very unlikely title, right? But that’s how I really want to put it. It’s my girlfriend, Ethelie, and I’s seventh month journey of courtship to marriage. And I must say it has been an amazing ride!
But there’s really nothing magical about our love story. That’s why I say it’s ‘Unmagical Seven’.
We’re so used to that concept of love that should bring a magical feelings to us, a firework or some bells ringing.. In reality, love is really nothing about those stuff.
Ethelie has always been asking me, “How sure am I if she’s the one? How can I say that I really love her?”. Then I always tell her, “I chose to. And I just do.”
There’s no MAGIC in love.
Where is magic during those times I get critical comments from her?
Where’s that magic when I told her I am not a wealthy guy, I am financially burdened but I have dreams and I am ready to work hard for us and our future?
Where is magic when I’m the man and I am the one who has set the rule that I cannot truly kiss her until that day we’ll say “I do.” (Smacks on the cheek are great, yeah!)
Will magic last when we have misunderstandings and arguments?
When she’s unlovable, and I am disgusting?
When our personalities clash and we want to start thinking we’re enemies?
When I disappoint her and I am having a hard time pleasing her?
When I feel unworthy and I know I don’t deserve any kindness and understanding from her?
But during those difficult times when the weak ‘me’ is starting to ask “Is she really the one?” God will always remind me about how He answered me when I asked Him the same question seven plus months ago…”You’re a grown-up man now, Dads. Decide and commit everything to me!”
Like how the Bible says it, “Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.”(Proverbs 16:3)
Just like any endeavor, love and relationship is a hard work and it will only succeed if you commit it to GOD. Because GOD is LOVE. And Love is God.
And I have learned that Love is not a noun, but a verb. (Thanks to Andy Stanley!)
So every time Ethelie and I are having those difficult times, and we just want to give up, we just always go back to THE CROSS and to how we started…
How Jesus has saved us from our sins, our unhappy past, and our desperate situations…
How God has perfectly orchestrated our relationship… And it was an answered prayer.
How the Holy Spirit has guided us and given us love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness and faithfulness no matter what situation we are in.
That Jesus is our rock foundation, individually and us together. That even if we lose each other. That even if God will say, “You can no longer be together. I have different plans for both of you.” We will still be okay. We will still accept the ultimate WILL of GOD.
That love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. (1 Corinthians 13:4-6)
That love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. (1 Corinthians 13:7)
I love Ethelie because I just do. And it’s a choice I have to make every single day of my life. And if God will let me, I will love her for the rest of my life. Because I want to. I would love to. And I will always choose to. But God has the last say to ‘us’ and about ‘us’. For now, let me prepare myself for that very special day we’ll seal that commitment to Him. And we’ll seal it with a KISS. That will take a lot of prayers, I know. Through God’s grace, it will happen…
And yes, we’re not ‘doing it’ not because we have to or we’re obliged to. But because we love God.
Because He loved us first – no matter how undeserving we are. We can only be grateful.
In a worldly world we’re living in, it’s a weird kind of relationship. In the eyes of God, that’s what’s pleasing to Him. And that’s all that matters. (That’s not meant to condemn anyone! Begin with God’s love, you’ll understand why.)
Again, love is not magical. It is an action verb you have to do. A lifestyle you have to develop. A choice you have to commit to it’s Creator — and that is GOD.
And lastly, His most amazing and unmagical love story (because it is real) is written for you on this,
“But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” (Romans 5:8)
You know what, that’s the ultimate kind of love God wants you to experience, when you accept it – Love + Life will never be the same again. Are you ready for this?
PS. Happy Unmagical Seven, Babe. You’re a such a wonderful gift I know I don’t deserve. And that makes me so grateful. I Love You So.
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